V.I.P - Very Important Princess

My Masters Graduation!!!

2009-07-21T05:43:00.004+08:00

My MASTERS GRADUATION is tomorrow 21st July 2009, 11am!!!

Watch it online!!!Just click on the link below:
http://www.livjm.ac.uk/Graduation/82050.htm

Watch it on:
UK Time: 11am
Malaysia time: 6pm
US Time: 3am

Can't wait! :)

Music is All around us :)

2009-07-19T00:47:00.004+08:00

Listen. Can you hear it? The music. I can hear it everywhere. In the wind... in the air... in the light. It's all around us. All you have to do is open yourself up. All you have to do... is listen.

- August Rush (2007)

Blessings

2009-07-14T06:29:00.003+08:00

Looking for a permanent job in a foreign country is not easy especially during times of recession. I had been looking for months and the feedback was either I was over qualify or under qualify. It slowly became such a burden that you do not have the motivation to continue looking for a job. BUT GOD had been so AWESOME! He had blessed me with a part time job so that i can survive during this tough times.

Furthermore, He always fulfills His promises and not give me what I cannot handle. When I am reaching the point of giving up, He blessed me with a job. Even though it is a 3 month job contact but the scope of the job revolves around youth, social networking sites and new technology. It is like one of the best job I had ever dream of getting, especially when it relates to what I had studied for my masters - the internet and communication.

I realized during the whole course of writing the proposal and phone interview, everything had happened so 'smooth'. God had been so AMAZING! Everything felt like it was perfectly PLANNED by GOD! =D

Well I do pray that whatever that happens in this work, I would be able to shine God's light to others especially the youths! =D Keep praying for me that they would want to hire me permanently ;) AMEN!

Riddle

2009-06-23T07:44:00.002+08:00

Do you want to play?
Let's play a riddle...

What is if you got it you can't share it,
if you've shared it you haven't got it?

Do you know the answer?

Are you giving up?

What clues?I'm not giving any clues!!

Given up?

It's a secret!

Signs of Summer

2009-05-30T16:03:00.004+08:00

Temperature - 23 degress
Wind speed - 3mph
Sunrise 4.50Am
sunset - 10.00Pm
LJMU Summer Program student - Arrived!

YEA IT IS SUMMER!!!!

2009-05-03T06:48:00.002+08:00

“This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to his will, he hears us. And if we know that he hears us—whatever we ask—we know that we have what we asked of him.”
- 1 John 5:14-15

Nice little round moon

2009-03-03T03:56:00.001+08:00

YUM!!!

Untitled

2009-02-27T07:22:00.003+08:00

Love is not a sprint, it's a marathon. A relentless pursuit that only ends when she falls into your arms. Or hits you with the pepper spray...
-Howard, The big Bang Theory

Untitled

2009-02-27T07:20:00.004+08:00

I'm not insane! My mother had me tested!
-Sheldon, the Big Bang Theory

Litter kwitter

2009-02-27T06:37:00.003+08:00

I believe that my kittens are super intelligent higher cats being
Hence when we stumble upon the amazing Litter Kiwtter that will make our house hygienic, Cat urine odour free, long term cheaper and less hassle in cleaning the cat litter

we decided to take the challenge of training them to use the toilet bowl!! :D Stage one of Litter Kwitter training :)

*grins*

The many faces of Princess E

2009-02-25T19:59:00.005+08:00

Ok I admit it...
I'M A VAIN-POT!!!

Eutychus emo-ing

2009-02-24T05:07:00.002+08:00

Sometimes in a little kitten's life,
it can be pretty boring!
especially when there isn't anything interesting at home
they will start emo-ing in front of you.

'Do you have something interesting for me??':ask Eu-Eu

'No?'

'THAN GET THE **** OUT OF MY FACE!!!'
:SAYS EU-EU

Snow day 2

2009-02-07T03:03:00.004+08:00

Liverpool was snowed in!!!

Houses in-front of ours!

Eutychus decided to join the funMy footprint.... UK size 4 1/2

My first snowman!!!

I love my snowman!It was so strong that it lasted for a week!!!!

Snow Snow... :)

2009-02-03T01:53:00.005+08:00

Liverpool finally hit with snow storm!!!YEA!!! and BURR......

Little Eutychus got snowed at and don't like it!

Little Jacob just wants to find a nice place to hide and be warm!!!

Ok the box don't want to take me in :( says Jacob...

Me taking pictures in front of my house...

Little Eutychus foot print...

Splatter...splatter goes the snow...

North Wales

2008-12-17T00:04:00.007+08:00

It starts with a train...

Where everyone squeeze in

It brings you up the mountains

So you can enjoy and be in awe in God's creation

Eutychus, Jacob & Tiger Yong

2008-12-05T06:55:00.000+08:00

There are three brothers
Eutychus is the oldest of them all,
he is intelligent, arrogant and unpredictable
Jacob is next on line,
like his name his sly, love food and brave,
The youngest is Tiger,
he is timid, an attention seeker and as loyal as a dog.
Most importantly they are the most fortunate cats in the whole wide world!!!

Adorable

2008-10-20T04:33:00.000+08:00

'Adorable' by Barthes (1977)

Not managing to name the speciality of his desire for the loved being, the amorous subject falls back on this rather stupid word: adorable!

LEEDS!!!

2008-07-13T01:08:00.002+08:00

Finally, its over! I presented my paper infront of PHD student, lecturers, academic geniuses form all over the world!Pretty cool experience!!!
Now i'm still in Leeds Trinity College waiting for cab to bring u s tot he train station...
will update more when i get back :)

Leeds...

2008-07-10T18:11:00.002+08:00

28 slides...
7 months....
2.24 train ride...
1 Abstract...
Preparation for the first conference i'm going to present....
To be honest...i think i'm nervours....but excited at the same time...i wonder if there are any word for it?? Nercited? or excivours??? :P
Anyways will try to update you on it ;)

Dream of Home

2008-04-20T04:48:00.005+08:00

Tonight I am coming

to visit you in your dream
and none will see and question me
be sure to leave your door unlocked
- annonymous (jctc)

Spring Has Come Around

2008-04-20T04:45:00.004+08:00

The winter gone,
The Spring seems to have just come around;
Hark! with the sweet songs of the uguisu
mountains and fields resound
- annonynous (Miyamori Asataro)

FLOWERS

2008-04-03T08:03:00.001+08:00

They say the main girl reminds them of me :) Didnt know i was that adorable :P Hehehe.....

Election

2008-03-09T16:57:00.004+08:00

Even though i'm a few thousand miles away from home - Malaysia but thanks to the internet, I'm able to find out whats going on back at home - THE ELECTIONS!!!

After weeks of advertisement on 'why you should choose this party and not the others'...Finally comes the day for Malaysian to voice out thier TRUE opinion by voting. I'm proud to say Malaysia do have a voice of its own with the result of the voting as 5 states fell to the opposition.

Furthermore its not just any normal state as it includes our beautiful island Pulau Pinang, Our capital city - Kuala Lumpur, My lovely home - Selangor! :D

Seriously this is the most exciting election ever!!!BN had never lost so badly ever! Change is going to happen in Malaysia and it will be a HUGE change!!!

Especially with our ex deputy prime minister Anwar Ibrahim back on the political limelight :) reading the newspaper suddenly seem so fun!!! :P

Cheeky Sheep and Naughty Piggy

2008-03-07T07:45:00.000+08:00

Cheeky Sheep and Naughty Piggy finally together ;)

the greatest commandment and the greatest things in life

2008-02-25T08:09:00.007+08:00

When i was talking to Piggy the other day that i realized that i was afraid of a lot of things. Afraid of failing, afraid of disappointing people, afraid of hurting the people that loves me, afraid of being alone, afraid of changes and lots more...

Part of the fear was the condemnation that i have for myself that i'm never good, or was never good enough. Even in John and Stasi's book called captivating also says of women nowadays are always made to think that they are never good enough...hence women are never really satisfy with themselves...thinking that they are fat even though they are really skinny, think that they are not pretty enough, think that they are not good enough as a women etc.

But thats not what God thinks of us...In the Bible, Genesis when God made the universe and man. He said that it was good, but He felt that something was missing because the man was alone..hence He made women - Eve! The Master's finishing touch. The women who was not only made out of Adam's ribs, or was made in the image of GOD but also made to reflect GOD's heart!

I realised that there is nothing for me to be afraid of! There is nothing should make me feel that i'm not good enough... Especially when i have the LOVE OF GOD in me because in 1 John 4:18 - There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.

Hence to say that I believe GOD, which also means that I acknowledge HIS perfect love which will sustain me thru thick and thin. Furthermore with the Love of GOD i lack nothing...Looking back my life as a Christian and i can testify that it is true! When you truly love and seek GOD, He just keeps on blessing you with everything. First He bless me by making me understand that i have the BEST FAMILY IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD AND I WILL NOT TRADE FOR ANYTHING FOR THEM. :D I learned what it means to be in a family :) Secondly He bless me with education that i'm able to study masters n provide me the means for it. Thirdly He gave me the bestest friend of all - JANICE which is also my prayer partner :) Lastly He is always there for me everyday when i wake up! He will gently shine down on me in the morning, He will bless me with rain to wash away my tears, He will be the wind gently follow me around everyday. :D

The best part of all...He have already planned out my future for me! :D So that i don't have to worry about the future. As in Jeremiah 29:11-13 - For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to i prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. So what do i have to be afraid of?all i have to do is to seek God with all my heart ;)

And yes I WILL SEEK Him with all my heart :) and also to learn to love HIM back (Matthew 22:37 - 39 - Jesus replied: " 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.' This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it: 'Love your neighbor as yourself.)

Starting from today, i'll challenge myself to SEEK GOD with all my heart and to LEARN to receive His LOVE, GRACE, BLESSING and ANNOINTING. I will also pray to learn to love HIS people... :) and also to learn to love that person that His given me :)

2 Timothy 1:7 - For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline.

AMEN!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-02-21T15:06:00.003+08:00

I am utterly speechless!!!annoyed and dissapointed!

I know its a phase which i have to go through to learn and be better person, but i'm just utterly dissapointed in most men and find most of them are just JERKS!

when i tell you to becareful on what you say, please do it!do not say things you dont mean and bring my hopes up...because when you cannot fulfill what you say you will hurt the person that you care alot and maybe to the extend of losing them. If you cannot fulfill things, or have the feeling that you might not be able to fulfill promises that you make...please do not make it!Because people will feel betrayed and dissapointed in you.

I thought that it was just the two of you till P***Y wrote me an email this morning that he has issues and will not be there much for me???What am i now?someone you want to hang out with when you are in a good mood and dump a side when you are having issues?

I guess Janice say is true...you'll learn to know who is true and who is not...I know not all men are jerks look at my bro in law...his so cool and he treats my sis with love and respect...but for now, i'm seriously having a hard time trusting guys again...n P***Y say that i'm bad in relationship, maybe its true...but it was you guys that made me like this...Cause and effect babe...

i got sunshine on a cloudy day ;)

2008-02-21T06:17:00.002+08:00

Looking back at my previous post...i realized that when bad gloomy days come and pass...
there will be loads of sunshine :) and the sun is slowly rising in my world :)
Spring is coming..... :D

Ranting!!!

2008-02-19T06:39:00.006+08:00

Sometimes people or things just love to remind you how incompetent or annoyingly stupid they can be!!!!

For example today in internet design class, i was trying to create a blog for my assignment and blog spot just shows me how annoyingly dumb they can be!!! They 'CLAIMS' that their HTML are user friendly! FUCK that man!!! YOU ARE SO NOT FUCKING USER FRIENDLY!!!!got me a whole hour playing around with the fucking HTML n IT WORK NUTS!!!it won't let me change into the design that i wanted, it do not let me change zero, it's so not user friendly!!!

Seeing that i am hitting dead end, decided to try out word press...Guess WHAT??? They just another bunch of money suckers!!! I thought i finally found the right web for it but no!!! YOU HAVE TO PAY THE FUCKING THING TO CREATE YOUR OWN DESIGNED BLOG!!!!seriously~!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

The blog thing just ruined my morning!!!dahlah headache on how to design a good and interesting blog, seeing that I'm not a design student!!! Mr.PIG just have to ask the stupidest question at the wrong time!hence upgrading my headache to a migraine!!!

I don't understand why is it that some people have to question everything that you do?cant two people of the opposite sex just hang out and be good friends?why do you have to assume???n think otherwise!?!?!?! WHY DO YOU HAVE TO SPOIL EVERYTHING!?!?!?!?!??WHY DO YOU ALL ALWAYS HAVE TO FORCE ME TO CHOOSE?!!?!?!?!? WHATS wrong with just hanging out????

Now because of your question, i will lose my neutral free comfort zone!!!MY perfect neutral free comfort zone whereby i don't have to put up with this cold war n suspicion n gossip!!!! FUCK YOU MAN!!!!

N MR.PL!!!STOP SAYING THIS THAT YOU DON'T MEAN!!!!

What makes it worst is the STUPID INTERNET keeps disconnecting!!! STUPID O2 with their supposedly really good service n high 8GB speed cant even keep a good smooth connection for fucking 15 MIN!!!! KEEP disconnecting for no apparent reason!!!!!N ITS NOT EVEN THE WEEKEND!!!ITS ONLY THE FUCKING MONDAY WHEREBY NOT MUCH PEOPLE USE THE NET!!!!!! Now i cant even do my assignment in peace without THE FUCKING LINE KEEP DISCONNECTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I warn you guys do not cross me!!!!DONT ever piss me off today or this whole week ever!!!!!N I'M NOT EVEN PMS-ING YET!!!!!!

update and more updates

2008-01-03T05:09:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since i touched blogspot...one of the reason is allot of things have been happening that i was so busy till i cant seem to find the time to update anything.
Picking up from my last entry, i finished my degree in Liverpool. Bid farewell to all my course mates and classmates of 5 years and left the capital of culture back home to the warm sunny fast paced home - Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. In my short stay in Malaysia, i manage to get my result, go down on my knees to get a loan, apply for visa, bid all my friends and family farewell, eat as many Malaysia crusine as possible, pack my stuff..all in one month..

Later flew to UK, Liverpool again to start a new life and also course - masters in internet and communication studies...

Of course it doesn't stop just yet, there is also my sister's wedding...YES she finally found that special someone and tied the knot...Shes now a very hang fuk (chinese) wife - Mrs.Chan!!!
Then there is Christmas...and new year!

I know its not much of an update but more of a summary of it :P too much had happened for me to go in specific details here :P but i promise that i will keep you posted on my life here in liverpool...do keep in touch with me cause i will not forget you all in Malaysia :)

P.S. i've also change my hairstyle...got really bored with my straight hair...will post up some pic soon :D

Ja-Nice

2007-09-04T17:46:00.000+08:00

I used to not believe in long lasting friendship, or friends forever, or really trust your friend. Cause i know that they just come and go...Not until God introduce me to a special girl...Yup me beloved Janice...nop we are definately not lesbian...but really good friends and also PRAYER PARTNER. :)
I guess you can say i am really lucky to have someone who understands me, relate to me, so similar to me that you might think that we are twins (not the looks), share the same experience as me, knows how to talk to me and drill stuff into me....some one that you will say friends forever, till death do us part, and i trust you and really MEAN it and know that it will definately happen :)
Even though we are miles apart...you are always in my mind and prayers... :D Man i do miss talking to you everyday, miss listening to your girlish-gigglelish-snorting-loud-laugh, miss your dramatic expression, your oh-my-gosh-oh-my-gosh haha....and your stressed out, this is too much work, eye brow wrinkled moment...hehe I'm always thanking God for bringing YOU into my world :)

SELAMAT MERDEKA MALAYSIA

2007-08-31T18:27:00.000+08:00

Being away in the land of the 'Whites', i'll not be able to join the crowd to see fireworks, count down till the dot or even scream my lungs out saying "Merdeka" three times...Se seeing that internet has this boundless-ness of geographical area to it, i decided to show my patriotism by posting this....Selamat 50-an Merdeka MALAYSIA!!!!

HAPPY 50TH ANNIVERSARY MALAYSIA!!!

You've walked a long way and are still staying strong....Have fun Fellow Malaysians!

Chester - 26th July 2007

2007-08-12T01:33:00.001+08:00

OMGOSH!!!! I know i know...i didnt update me blog for like AGES!!!!!!!!! Been busy with assignments...anyways we left like one more week here..than will have to go back home to Malaysia...haha...time flies when you are having fun ;) anyways...update on the long long awaited trip which our lecturers in LJMU which had been really nice to organise for us....
We went there jalan-jalan and take pic....its a small little town (you can walk from one end to the other in less than half an hour) with thie huge wall surrounding it...pretty cool...

On the bus...going towards Chester...we went to the goversnor museum, walk around town, walk pass a few stores...nop didnt go in... went to the garden....and to their Queens Park Bridge...
Cool bridge
Took pic...
Nice river....DUCKY!!!!!Walk till hungry so go eat...Tell you their Fish and chips and the sausage DAMN NICE!!!!! It was so delicious....hahahahWent to the Romans Garden...
The stone....More stones....
Another more stones.... *yaw*
The meeting place....
their little stadium
The wall which surrounds the city....walking around the wall...passing the river again...The beauty of rivers....View of city from the wall...
Yup thier county hall...dunno y i took that :Pthe front....i think its because of the flower :P hehe...anyways...we walked around the city again...than went back home....nice trip...nice place....thats all...
OK need to go back to assignent d.....
chiaoz for now...will try to update as often as possible...(yes sis will update for you so you know m alive ;) HAHAHAHAHAHAHA just jk la...dont so serious hahahahaha)

Sun Shiny Day!!!

2007-07-18T06:10:00.000+08:00

It was a bright sunny morning today!!!This is the first time i've seen the sun shinning so brightly during my last one month of stay here...IT IS JUST GORGEOUS!!!Never thought that i would love the sun so much(seeing how fierie hot Malaysia can be), been raining and cloudy here as if the sun is playing hide and seek with us. I definately cannot lose this golden opportunity of basking myself under the sun, furthermore it would be such a shame to stay in my room all day!

So i decided to pack my bag, throw in a book or two, Siew Leong's camera, junk food and water and off i Go - To St.John Park...
See the place even look so much beautiful when the sun come out, the flower seem to blosom more and swaying under the sound of the gentle wind.Seriously I would not understand how anyone would choose to stay in thier room...(Fellow house mate to note comment..That includes you Elaine Ng and Jessie Teo :P)
My little spot...P.S. I love you is just so touching, very human with a touch of humor...Cecelia Ahern did a fantastic job in putting a once sad beginning to a beautiful ending...
Me....happy...

A long day in MANCHESTER!!!

2007-07-14T00:48:00.000+08:00

1st of July - Trip to Manchester!!! YEA work up at blardy 4 in the morning to prepare breakfast and lunch so that we would not miss a 7.30am bus...Phew*

Sat next to Nancy in the bus...took us 45 min to reach MANCHESTER~!!!
1st stop, CHINATOWN...nothing but to get back to our own roots first eh?
Nuclear free park....hehe
Barbara Pearson (1986) Messenger of Peace..This it the world's first Nuclear free place....

Posers.... ;)Next stop...a train to MANCHESTER UNITED STADIUM....
Pretty little me :P
The train ride...
Four pretty girls....
Lets walk to the stadium....
I think thats what the stadium would look like....but of course it will be in green no black grass..haha
I think this is the map of the whole stadium...
The walk of fame...
Do you know these names?
Hehe m not a Manchester United fan...but M here,,,hehe
The Stadium....
Next up...to walk around Manchester..,,and guess what...I didnt know that i got a street of my own ;) hahaha.....
Me in my own street ;)
In the city,,,
The gender change...now guys shop instead of girls...HAHA...
Manchester eye....
More of the glorious Manchster eye...
Lastly the Manchester Eye,,,,,
Primark free advertisement...i think they seriously have to start paying us...for that...
Weird construction...

the road to church...
Manchester Cathedral
Unique building....
Us posing....
After much walk...we decided to hav dinner. Unfortunate for us, all stores closes really early on sunday so we have no choice but to go for a expensive chinese buffet which serve oily not so nice food....
Me trying to look like i enjoy my food
Us
The new 'in' thing...Mcdonalds and Kentucky = Mctucky's.... -_-"
The lot of us who went to MANCHESTER on a beautiful sunday...

Love your library

2007-07-11T05:26:00.000+08:00

YEA Finally i got my Liverpool library card!!!Now i can get my entertainment from the library. Sadly our university library do not really provide us with story books, comic or other form of entertainment other than the limited dvd's and av collection...Now i'm able to bask in the fictionary world of fantasy by burrowing books from this public library..Best part was IT IS FREE!!! I can even use the internet access there for no charge at all!

They are open even on a sunday..How cool is that. Now there is another place i can hang out on a lazy sunday afternoon, don't worry people *I promise i'm not a geek!* :P

Sometimes when you don't have a certain thing only you realise what a fool you have been taking things for granted?!? I MISS PIANO AND THE CHANCE TO PLAY PIANO OR GUITAR!!!!I NEED MUSIC!?!? Been putting songs in my comp to fill my music makingless days...

-MUSIC IS A MUSICIAN'S RAISON D'ETRE-

4th of July

2007-07-05T03:59:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday America!!!!!*Hey FATPAT thanks for inviting me to the 4th of July Party, sorry can't go as i'm stuck in UK ;) Have fun with the fireworks and celebration!!! Lalalala..... :D *

Walkabout

2007-07-01T03:28:00.001+08:00

Last monday some of our friends brought us to a club called 'Walkabout',they told us that every monday they hav 'special' performance for us to see...Being a curious cats as we always are, we decided to go check it out!!!Me, Sue Ying, Nancy, Felicia and Lai Kuan....All dressed up and ready for partying and the 'special' performance..hehe... more of us....
I promise...i just drank one quarter of it....and passed on to another friend.. *low tolerance in alcohol*
Meet up with a few ang moh's....one of them are celebrating his 20th birthday there...The sleepy boy on the left (Jonathan), the birthday boy....Kevin White (right)....*dont i feel lucky :P *Well the 'special' performance is a type of game. Guys and girls are suppose to sign up to play the game.They will have to listen to what the MC ask them to do, which for the guys is to strip to their boxers (sometimes everything) and do embarrassing stuff. As for the girls, they are suppose to show the crowd and let the crowd vote if they are a babe or not..But in the end most of them took of their top and jeans/skirt (pic shown above)...We have a good time cuci mata and laughing at them while they play games created by the MC...

*don't worry che che...this is a one off thing....won't be going there again... :P *

My One ticket to London

2007-06-27T06:51:00.000+08:00

Yup i know, its been a long time since i've last updated my blog(Yes Che che updating it now :P)...Don't worry i'm still healthy and happy, still trying to eat as much as i can to get fatter ;)
Got the chance to go down to London last last week (i think) to meet Ching Wei, Aunty Helen and Uncle Roy. They were nice enough to welcome me to London and let me stay with them. Ching Wei as our tour guide, brought us around London. We went to Big Ben....

Walk down the road and pass my this memorial for those soldiers which had sacrifice their lives during the World War II
Saw London eye from far far away....
Went in to St.James's park for a walk...we saw this 3 green man cycling...apparently it took them 3-5 years just to create this three figurine...
The History of St.James Park....
Tribute to their Princess Diana, there were a few of these made to honor her.
Me and behind me is Buckingham Palace.
Ching Wei brought us to this chinese restaurant called Gold Mine to celebrate Uncle Roy and Aunty Helen's 29th anniversary of wedding...they look so cute together ;)
We had duck and it was FABULOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Love it you guys should go and try it if you are in Landon...
Went down to the city for a walk and to see the night lights...It is beautiful...Amazing how human technology is huh,,
The next day Ching Wei brought me to a flee market in.......(see pic below)
Its full of people and stalls selling loads of antic stuff and British stuff...It was SSOO cool and some of the stuff are really really cheap!Especially the antic books!!!Love it there...
An old lady showing off her dogs...Beautiful dogs...
The three policeman-women are sporting enough to let me take a picture with them...They actually expected it, cause according to Ching Wei alot of tourist usually request to take picture with them. They usually allows the tourist to do so...even though they are working, surveilling the area...
Thats all for now,,, Will try to update more often, however it would be hard as assignments are rushing in like mad flies...

A tour to Wales - part two!

2007-06-11T02:06:00.000+08:00

Continue on from the previous post... After Betws-y-coed, we went to the Castell Conwy Castle...
Group pic.......Yes the castel wall...
Five beautiful girlie....
Beauty pagents...wait where is PrincessElaine???
Oh there she is..... ;)
Posers...
Another beautiful scene...
We never get bored of taking pictures eh...
PRINCESS E....in the castle...
Look at me!!!
This is MY space...
Thats all folks...leaving you with our group picture...

A tour to Wales...

2007-06-08T01:23:00.000+08:00

Thanks to our lovely lecturer, we had a chance to visit part of Wales yesterday! Our lecturer brought us to two places in Wales they are - Betws-y-coed & Castell Conwy Castle. Me and Liza in the bus cam whoring
After a long two hour drive, we finally arrived...Buildings in that small town...Row of shops...Wanna ride the train?The train which actually is a cafe/restaurant...Which way should i go?And the time is....
12pm....or close to it ;)
Nop...seriously not a condom shop :PSign on the board...ANTIQUE SALE!!!Friends...Park... Chilling at park...Laying around the soft green grass...Church...me and view of church...
Pretty girls....A group of posers....more poser-ing...Liverpool John Moores University clothing line models...kononnya,,,Yup us again...Try spotting the difference... Bollywood girls..Me and Sue Ying... Yup us again....Thats all folks...will update you on "A tour to Wales part 2" later ;) Got bbq party to go to...hahahaha

The days ahead...

2007-06-07T00:09:00.000+08:00

Yesterday we had our enrollment and course induction...Finally got the chance to see my faculty's building. The place is called Dean Walters building. It is a half an hour walk from my hostel, passing the city. (view of the city from my uni side....the obvious radio landmark...)
Our seminar will be conducted in that building, but our lecture will be in Hope street which is 10 min walk away from the Dean Walters Building.(Induction day...classmates hanging around waiting to get the module books, after our enrollment...will be head for our lecture hall in Hope Street for the course induction...)
Opposite the Dean Walters Building is the huge antic Anglican church - Liverpool Cathedral(View of Dean Walters Building and the Cathedral)(Cute little me ;) )
Look they have really adorable dustbin....they even categorizes it!!! :)Vending machines!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Snacks......Me outside of out lecturer's room....Our John Foster library is another 5 min walk away from Hope Street lecture hall...Its a three floored building with tons of cool books inside..they also provide other services like internet, printing, photocopy, newspaper etc..they even have a huge toilet in every floor...talking about convenience.. They also computerized alot of stuff inside, real high tech ;)(My and my peeps in front of the library..)(Me infront of library...)

Will update more later...need to go cook dinner d...chaoz

First Three days in Liverpool…

2007-06-05T23:44:00.001+08:00

After 24 hours of agonizing flight…I finally REACHED LIVERPOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Once we reached here, we got settled into our hostel, each apartment have 3 to 6 rooms, two bathrooms and a common room (with kitchen). Unfortunately this is only applicable for phase 1.. (Don't ask me about phase 2…they have so much better facilities than us…even so, m trying to be grateful for what I've got..).

Ma room…

My comfortable bed… ;)

For the first three days we arrived there, all we did was try to settle in. Walk around the city to find the cheapest supermarket to buy food and some household utilities.

Williamson Square…

Chicken Baguettes anyone?

Behold Liverpool fans…The Fan Club Store…Come quick to get your favorite Liverpool merchandise ;)

The fountain..

Gorgeous me and the fountain…

Look no further…its NANDO's…yumm…..

Self potray…

Me and fei fong

Beauty pagents… :P

The gents

Me and my apartment mates..plus Liza and Samantha

Me with lion in ChinaTown…

INDUCTION DAY!!!!

We'll keep you guys posted and more pics to come ;)

Peace and out...

I’m in DUBAI AIRPORT!!!

2007-06-01T12:48:00.001+08:00

All my bags are packed
Im ready to go
Im standin here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin
Its early morn
The taxis waitin
Hes blowin his horn
Already Im so lonesome
I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go
cause Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time
Let me kiss you
Then close your eyes
Ill be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I wont have to leave alone
About the times, I wont have to say

Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go
cause Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

But, Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Words and music by john denver

Yup...I've flew away...

Greetings from Dubai! After 8 hours of midnight flight from KL, I finally reached Dubai…Still half way more to go…Another 11 agonizing hours before I can board another plane to Manchester.

My travelling does not stop there as I will have to board our university shuttle bus and travel another 4 hours before I reach my hostel!

Me in the airplane….

8.30am (Malaysian time); 4am (Dubai Time)

Reach Dubai airport…hang around…Apparently there is a special offer for Emirates passenger who have to wait more than 4 hours for their transit, they are entitled for a free buffet in the airport. So me and my friends went for the free buffet…

Food glorious food….

Me and ma peeps…..

For more agonizing hour to go….haihz…..

YOU

2007-05-31T00:33:00.000+08:00

Do you think of me as much as i think of you?

Will the thought of me
flashes,
lingers,
circling in your head?

will my smell,
my touch,
my voice,
make your heart beats fast?

Will you involunteerly
vulnerably
unexpectedly
constantly think of me
so much that it leaves you helplessly sighing for more of me?

Will you have urge to want to
hold,
feel,
kiss
or even see me?

Will my breath on your shoulder,
my laughter,
my smell
put a smile on your face?

Will you miss me when i'm gone?

Something interesting to look at,,,

2007-05-30T20:43:00.000+08:00

Something cool which leaves you saying WTF in the end...hehehe,.,,

http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/end.php

Blardy geniuses...

A date with YOU...

2007-05-26T08:08:00.000+08:00

Dear Cheekyboy,

Thanks for the dinner, it was awesome...A bit bumped out that we didn't get to skate, but i had a good time chatting and hanging with you. I will cherished and remember the good times that we have...

Sorry for not being able to let you know, that i'm not only leaving the USE, but Malaysia next week, i don't know what the future would be like or whether we will meet again. But i wish you well and never forget me ok?Never change and always keep your gentle smile on your Sergeant-wanna-look-strict face :)

P.S. - Hey thank your driver for chauffeuring us to Pyramid :)

Love - PrincessE

Counting down the days...

2007-05-24T23:56:00.000+08:00

i got exactly one week left... :(

Its been a long time...

2007-05-20T20:49:00.000+08:00

I know that it had been months since i blogged, had been really busy with work, assignment and USE...Alot had happened, just an update my sister is getting married! Finaly hehe...Congrats sis :) No you cannot open a 'Lou Ku Po' house with me d :P

Life had been good with USE and my family, been having problem preparing for my assignment...its really really tough!!!!Can die from the stress man! hahaha

Alot of people had come and go, now I've got to prepare for the future. It scares the hell out of me knowing that my future is so uncertain. Most depressing part is i'll be leaving people that i love and come to like...I know its just 4 months, but alot can change in the course of 4 months you know....haihz....

been mopping around for a few days....being depress....inspired me to write a poem for 'you':

You make me happy,
Every time I see you,
You never fail to put a smile on my lips
Your eye penetrates my wall and sees my soul
You make me feel comfortable of myself
If only I can stay,
I know that we can have the chance to be something.
How fate tortures people!
If only I’ve had met you earlier
I know that I would not feel the emptiness I fell inside
How could one person make you so happy and depress at the same time?
Dear Lord PLEASE help me!

Scribbling in the sand by Michael card

2007-04-02T08:07:00.000+08:00

John 8: 1-11
Jesus went to the Mount of Olives.
But early in the morning he arrived again in the temple area,
and all the people started coming to him,
and he sat down and taught them.
Then the scribes and the Pharisees brought a woman
who had been caught in adultery
and made her stand in the middle.
They said to him,
“Teacher, this woman was caught
in the very act of committing adultery.
Now in the law, Moses commanded us to stone such women.
So what do you say?”
They said this to test him,
so that they could have some charge to bring against him.
Jesus bent down and began to write on the ground with his finger.
But when they continued asking him,
he straightened up and said to them,
“Let the one among you who is without sin
be the first to throw a stone at her.”
Again he bent down and wrote on the ground.
And in response, they went away one by one,
beginning with the elders.
So he was left alone with the woman before him.
Then Jesus straightened up and said to her,
“Woman, where are they?
Has no one condemned you?”
She replied, “No one, sir.”
Then Jesus said, “Neither do I condemn you.
Go, and from now on do not sin any more.”

I don't usually put up song lyrics. But this song really bring out this passage and spoke to me alot! So here it goes ;) its a song...so there is no screen...hehe I don't know how to upload songs other than using U-tube, Anyone got any advise?

SCRIBBLING IN THE SAND
Amidst a mob of madmen
She stood frightened and alone
As hate filled voices hissed at him
That she should now be stoned

But in the air around him
Hung a vast and wordless love
Who knows what loom at his lesson
He was in the middle of

At first he faced the fury
Of their self righteous scorn
But then he stooped and at once became
The calm eye of the storm

It was his wordless answer
To their dark and cruel demand
The lifetime in a moment
As he scribbled in the sand

It was silence it was music
It was art it was absurd
He stooped and shouted volumes
Without saying a single word

The same finger
Of the strong hand
That had written ten commands
For now was simply scribbling in the sand

Within the space of space and time
He scribbled in the sand
They cam e to hear and see as much
As they could understand
Now bound by cords of kindness
They couldn't cast a single stone
And Jesus and the women found that they were all alone

It was silence it was music
It was art it was absurd
He stooped and shouted volumes
Without saying a single word

The same finger
Of the strong hand
That had written ten commands
For now was simply scribbling in the sand

Could that same finger come
And trace my souls sacred sand
And make some unexpected space
Where I could understand
That my own condemnation pierced
And broke that gentle hand
That scratched the words I'll never know
Written in the sand

It was silence it was music
It was art it was absurd
He stooped and shouted volumes
Without saying a single word

The same finger
Of the strong hand
That had written ten commands
For now was simply scribbling in the sand

The same finger
Of the strong hand
That had written ten commands
For now was simply scribbling in the sand

Shopaholic on sale!

2007-03-31T01:10:00.000+08:00

Calling all shopaholics sisters!!!or people who are related to people who like to shop!!!
Theres an awesome t-shirt for FEMALE only (unless if you are a girl in a guy's body)...Check out this awesome t-shirt for sale!!!
Its only RM25.00!!!
They have it in all sizes!!! S,M,L & even XL :DDon't they just look great in it? Furthermore, you would be doing charity while looking good!Most of the profit will be given to the poor animals in SPCA!Other than helping SPCA, you will be helping a bunch of passionate young people in thier college project. Talking about killing 3 birds with one stone eh? ;)
So what you waiting for? just email me at teddyangel1985@gmail.com and book it from me now!

Note: Free small pouch with every purchase :)

A series of unfortunate events!

2007-03-20T23:17:00.000+08:00

It was a rainy morning; I woke up and realized I was late already. I jumped out of bed and into the showers. Went out of the house and happily drive while I do my morning rosary in the car. After I finished my rosary, I switched on to my favorite station. Than suddenly the car in front of me stopped to give way to other cars, I immediately press the brake and stopped right on time. Than...

*BANG!!!!!!*

It took me a few minutes to realize that I just got hit by another car. I went down to check the damage, my head spinning (from shock I think)..My car was ok, there are alot of scratches on the back of my car and my car plate gone...actually it got stuck on the other car's bonnet while the front of the other person's car was seriously damaged. Its front bonnet went in destroying the fan and tangki in it. I'm just glad and thankful that God was there to protect me. Imagine, the day before I show the buyer my car, I just got to get into an accident =_="

After settling things with her, I drove to college and got stuck in a massive jam (I HATE TRAFFIC JAMS!) Got an hour late for class...

My lecturer was really pissed with the whole lot of us...cause some of us didn't do our work and was late for class >_< .....Gave us SSSSOOO much assignment and we haven't even step foot on LJMU yet...haihz..stress

Went back home, mum was sick...got to send her to the clinic...

I'm tired, having a headache from the accident and stressed out for tomorrow's class...

Princess's Office Joke

2007-02-28T01:16:00.000+08:00

Princess: Where can you find the most empty city during Chinese New Year?
Colleague: Where?
Princess: Kuala Lumpur!!!
Colleague: ......

Note: As you know, usually Kuala Lumpur (KL) road is always jammed up, pack full with bumper-to-bumper car. Hence working people in KL will have to either come to work extra early or leave work very late to skip the jam. But it was reported recently that KL was very empty that you hardly see a car during chinese new year festival! This phenomena inspired princess to come up with this lame joke.... "-_-

Ah Steve

2007-02-27T00:31:00.000+08:00

‘I’ve always been a good Catholic boy. I’ve been baptized, go to church every Sunday, and confess even when I didn’t do any sins. And now at 30, I think I know how to be happy.’

‘Ah Steve’ is a story of a Chinese boy who prays to his dead mother everyday. On Sundays, he prays to Jesus.

This Christmas, there is a problem at the church. The youth wing of the Church wants to put up a nativity play and Ah Steve wants to be part of the show. However, because ‘all the man parts in the show tok in hard bible words I cannot pronounce’, Ah Steve has to play a woman part - Mother Mary.

The problem is, Ah Steve feels very happy donning Mary’s costume and lipstick. It reminds him of his Mama’s shoulder pads, and the mascara he used to see his Aunt Tabitha wipe off her face, and of My Little Ponies! Horse dolls he never had a chance to play with because his staunch Catholic Aunty Tabitha thinks it is a sin!

Ah Steve is a story of a boy who woke up one day crying because he felt happy to be called Mary, even if for a day. It is a story of lip gloss, Church hymns, Chinese ghost stories, and of course, My Little Ponies.

Ah Steve is in English with bits of Hokkien.

Princess: Funny, daring and real is what i would use to describe Ah Steve. A journey discovering of oneself, realizing that you are not what you seem to be. Revealing of secrets hidden inside and realizing and accepting who you truly are even though your love ones may condemn you for it. An entertaining and true-to-life art play which is so real that you can just imagine it happening around you or even in your own family. Even though there isn't much action which i expected, but the play which is English base has bits of Hokkien vulgar words that one wonders why they didn't put a 18 and above sign on the entrance. a kid who watched the play was asked by the parent what do they think about the play? and the reply was " i don't like it, there is too much bad words said..."

I've got to hand it down to Mark Beau for such original script, his expression in the play was so real that you wonder if he is acting as who he is. Johann Lim - the last time i saw him, he was acting as an outrageous durian builder. Now he take on a different role and become a psychiatric doctor for Ah Steve, wearing straight smooth shirt, long black pants with tie. Personally i find his acting this time to be....well...polite. He acted as the analytical doctor who has a tint of craziness, teaching Ah Steve to do his monkey jumping "hee hee haa haa's". I liked Valerie, i think that she was really natural and i can just imagine her to be one of my over-protective, sticking into everybody's business aunt. But I'm not sure of her outfit cause it make her look like a mixed Indian lady than a western like chinese aunt. Carol Wu is pretty as usual, at first she looked very familiar to me at first but later found out that she was a talent for a few advertisment. She reminds me of a la-la, talkative, and very 'chinese' girl in the play.

I liked the light setting for the play, as it guides the audience view and set where the story goes. The decoration is very simple, there are not much backdrop and the stage is separate into three part. On the far right is the doctor's office, middle is in church with the aunt and the left is at home. when the story moves from one side to the other, the light which is in the shape of a square box would shine. Making the cast to stand inside the box, so the audience would know where Ah Steve is.

Rate by Princess : 7/10

Weird Facts or Not???

2007-02-25T17:52:00.000+08:00

Just something that i want to write and it had been stuck in my head:
1. I blast my music once i get up of bed every day.. (yup my poor parents have to stand my loud music everyday)

2. When i drive go though a toll, i would choose the toll with the number 7 or any numbers which is related to 7. Never toll number 6.

3. Even though i study and work in Pr industry, but i hope to either be a missionary or theater in the future.

4. I have Cockroach phobia, cannot stand the sight or smell of it!Cannot even be in the same room with it or else i will scream and jump and run out in tears....

5. I'm allergic to alot of things..including COFFEE!!!!

6. I am anti smoker and would strongly encourage people to stop smoking. But sometimes, deep within me i have this desire to pick up a cigarettes and start smoking.

7. My lucky number is 7. so i have this tendency to want things with the number 7, go to counter 7 in banks, sit in table 7 in all my exams and etc.

Xin Nian Kuai Le!Happy Chinese New Year!Gong Xi Fa Chai!!!

2007-02-20T09:32:00.000+08:00

Its been ages since i've updated ma blog...thanks to work, i've been very very VERY busy.So just want to drop by before i leave for my mum's hometown for Chinese new year, I wanna wish all of you people out there Happy Chinese New Year!!And heres a little something something for you guys:
http://www.moxie.com.sg/cny2007.html

Exam finito!!!

2007-02-04T15:00:00.000+08:00

Date: 30th Jan till 31st Jan
Day: Monday - Tuesday

11am - 1pm Woke Up or trying to wake up...did some chores and reluctantly leave the house...
1pm - 8pm Study group in library...trying to squeeze 6 notes in one day... *Thanks to my procrastination* People don't try this, be prepared don't do last minute things...

8pm - 12am went to little tree cafe to continue study...

12am - 1.30am went to Kader's Corner (mamak) to wait for lecturer and continue to study

1.30am - 2.30am Consultation hour with lecturer,,,,see how unprepared we are...haihz...

2.30am - 5am crash in Carole's place! Thanks girl...Dont think i can drive back this late seeing m sssooo exhausted

5am - 7.07am supposedly to wake up at 5am but our tiredness took the better of us and we snooze the alarm till 7am..hehe

7.07am - 8.15am Last minute study...

8.15am - 9am went to college, nervous...park and repark my car..apparently we are not suppose to park there,,, (Than whats the point of having car parks for!!!! *%*&^%*&^*&)

9am - 11am Exam for AHMC4141 Socio-Cultural Communication...

11am..................MERDEKA!MERDEKA!MERDEKA!!!!!!!!!WWWOOOOTTTT!!!!WOOHOOO!!!!

11.am - 11.15am KEna SAMAN!!!!!!!!WTF!!!!Apparently the other spot which i parked was a no parking space too!!!! WTF WTF WTF!!!!This is my first time kena saman...some more at the last day of my college in TARC!!!!! Seriously!Whats the point of having ample parking space when your students WITH car park sticker are not allowed to park there?? Haihz...kena denda RM5!!! :'( my money.....

11.15am - onwards went to DK ABF for our postmortem....it dragged on till 5pm only finish...At least it was a good postmortem, our lecturer Ms.Lim belanja(treat) us to an awesome meal of pizza hut!!!THANK YOU MS.LIM!!!!It was cool...than she taught us for the last time...and we sang to her and gave her a card...it was really touching...almost brought tears to my eyes...

Went back home, couldnt sleep. Guess my brain too active d...prepare for celebration in MYHOME!!!It was fun, everyone just let their hair go (literaly) and have fun!We also celebrated david's birthday and surprise him with his girlfriend's presence...hehe David was SSSOOO different when he is with his gf...damn not use to it man hehe...for those of you who dougbt David's sexuality, dont...I'll confirm with you...HIS NOT GAY!!!HAhahahaaDavid and his gal...June.... :)
OOPS!!!!!Don't worry they are just really good friends...hehehehe :)Me And my Cherry Martini...

I guess thats it....i just finish one chapter of my life...I've finally finished my advanced diploma in mass communication (public relations) (if i didn't fail, and i pray that i would not fail). I guess thats what life is about, you start a chapter, go though it and finish it. Than the next most practical thing is just to move on. Now i will have 4 months of break than june i might be flying to UK. and start another new chapter of my life.

I guess during this 4 months break, i will work really hard to get money to go there....haihz...Dear Lord please give me the means to go there...please!!!!I'm willing to work really hard for it...so that i can continue to study....

One down...another one to go...

2007-01-26T19:57:00.001+08:00

What is it?What is this feeling??
Is it excitement?Relieve?Wave of exhaustion?Relax?Joy?
Yes! Yes! At last!!!
I finished half of my final exam!!!!!!!!
Ok la i only got two final exam this semester...But seeing that this FINAL semester is SSSSSOOO Blooddy (mind my language) stressful!!!!!!!!!!It was actually a huge, ok ok half of the relieve and joy i'm feeling now!
I was SSSSSOOOO nervous and stress when i take the exam! Partly was becaue i was not well prepared due to i'm SICK with fever and flu...How to really study when you are drugged with panadol?seriously!You just stare at the notes, looking very blur that people have to repeat any sentence or question to me only i understand what they are talking about man!!!!
But now....Eventhough i'm still feverish, flu and a bit dazed by the panadol actifast that i just had...I'm still very much relieved that i only have to focus on the last paper and i can scream in the top of my lungs "MERDEKA!!!!FREEDOM FROM EXAM!!!!!!!!!"
Now...rest first, tomorrow only start studying...heh....

*Note:i miss Nando's.....Can somone supply me Nando's Ceasar Salad please??*

Dream

2007-01-25T23:16:00.000+08:00

I had a dream...
It was blur, and hazy when i arrive
I know i am in a different time space.
Everything around me looked advanced
Could i possibly be in the future?
I see faces whom i thought i knew
they pass me by like I'm a stranger
I try to hide or disappear back but i can't
I got scared, panicked and started to run.
i ran and ran
i ran till my lungs gave out
Than i saw you.
you and your clear cool face
You were the only familiar face amidst this confusion
i ran to you
bury my face in your dull orange/brown check shirt
holding you tight
and you,
you gently pat my head and say:
"Its ok, I'm here now"
Nothing matters more to me now,
the fear i felt,
the loneliness...
all gone.
gone.
And i know now.
I belong to someone.

the Devil and Angel

2007-01-23T22:54:00.000+08:00

Place: Elaine's little unfinished renovated room
Time: 10.35pm
Date:23rd Jan 2007
Day: Tuesday
Situation: Elaine looking down on her notes trying to study...

Devil: Hey Elaine...the anime...its finished!!!the installation is complete, you can start watching it now!!!

Elaine: huh?oh cool....

Angel: ELAINE!!!!you haven't finish this chapter yet!

Elaine: oh ya...hehehe ok ok ...let me see.... according to Robbitt R & Sullivan.........

Devil: Oh come on...you have just studied for like 5 min....you should stop and rest or not your brain will over function and blow up!!!Come lets watch the anime...

Angel: What!!!5min only where enough?!? Elaine don't listen to him...keep on studying...gambateh!!!!

Devil: No No NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! don't listen to angel...play more important..you have been slaving on work and assignments for weeks!its time for you to have fun...tomorrow only you study la...Come lets watch anime

Angel: no Elaine don't listen to devil...this is your last final exam,should do well...start studying now.don't wait or not you'll regret...

Devil: What don't listen to me!i know what is good for her!not like you!so serious...fun breaker!Hump!

Angel:Elaine guai...start study ok?

Devil: No Elaine don't listen to her! (push angel away)

Angel: Why you evil devil! (push devil back)

(devil and angel gets in a pushing competition)

Elaine: Haihz.....

(Elaine takes notes and leave the room...)

Father I've returned

2007-01-23T17:35:00.000+08:00

Like a prodigy daughter, I stray,
I was amazed by the world's lights and wonders,
that i forgot about home.
I forgot about the father waiting for me!
Not like the son, i did not waste my time in booze and women.
But i was captivated by life's business.
I worked from morning till night,
i told myself that I'll wait till the business is over only i come back home,
But i never did return.
I was depress, stressed and burdened,
yet i did not call on Him.
I thought that i can do it by my own self
but i was wrong
I realized that there is nothing more important than Him
So here i am ashamed, and broken
I came back home.
There i was on my knee, face full of tear,
All my Father did was run to me and hug me.
He pour oil on my head and cloth me with fine robes,
A feast was called upon for His daughter is back!
"Nothing matters to me because you are home!"says the Father
And i was glad because i am back!

It's over!!

2007-01-20T12:21:00.000+08:00

At Last its over!!!The long hours of planning,organising, packing, painting, driving, begging, stressing and the pressure just for one event! and its all over!
It was an honour to have a blessed team working with me, i enjoyed every bits of it with them.they are a great team. We've gone though sleepless night together, drive, laugh, cry, stressed, nearly have an heart attcked, have fun together. Eventhough we have our differences but its ok :) We fill each other's strength with our flaws. Thats what that make us perfect :)
I was really stressed out though, something happened during the presentation. I think i might have a heart attack and brain explosion inside. I cried a little because of the pressure and stress. I felt really guity because i was the one who prepared it, and it just gone really messed up. I guess sometimes its out of our control. You may have a perfect planning, but bad things do happen :)
It was a good lesson to me. anyways i've forgiven people.
During my preparation, i received a call from a good friend. Asked me about my prayer life, of course ill be honest and say that it is not so good because i was focusing alot on work, assignment and thesis. It was a very unplesant conversation, i was accused of going to alot of 'events' and stuff like that. I'll admit i used to be like that but that time even when i have alot of events, i have a relationship with God. But this time, i am having a hard time having one is because of the stress and amount of work and assignment!I go out of the house early in the morning and return home midnight daily. Where i go? To work, college, class, assignment and do thesis. When i return home, all i want to do is to sleep due to extreme exhaustion.Friend say I go to alot of events? Now?THAT IS SO UNTRUE!!!!! I've got to say i cut down alot already!In fact i didnt go out at all, ok ok only once or twice!But not more than that! And i was accused of going to much event that i negleted having a relationship with God. I was furious!!!!HAVE YOU EVER REALLY ASKED ME WHAT I DID?WHAT YOU REALLY REALLY GET TO KNOW THE REASON BEFORE YOU POINT THE FINGER! I undestand that you care but please DO NOT PRESSURE me when I AM STRSSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyways i'm cool already, as i've promised myself that after all these stress is over, i'll spend time with God. And im starting to keep that promise.
Well for now other than God, i got exams....will do well for you Lord :)

Stressed

2007-01-14T00:32:00.000+08:00

Thesis - Deadline is 10th Jan
Mr.Chuan Cultural Assignment - Deadline 12th Jan
Viva -16th Jan
Campaign - 18th Jan

People say that working is more stressful than college work....i dont think so...I think that college life is equalivent or more stressful than working life.... -_-"
When you have loads of work to do or think about, you'll tend to sleep less. When you have sleepless night...you'll will start to look like a China panda bear...your pimple will start to visit you...you'll get so blur that you think C is B and you'll be banging into things...you'll tend to hear alot of "its your fault" because you tend to make alot of mistakes...
Seriously! I need a break!!!!!!!

Sky

2007-01-08T22:36:00.000+08:00

Singapore-Malacca (17th - 25th October) Part V

2007-01-07T17:39:00.000+08:00

Fifth Day

Date: 21st October
Day: Saturday
Festival: Deepavali

Today since it is a festive holiday and she dont have to go to uni, she decided to give me a treat and bring me to eat SUSHI!!!!! Cool huh!
She also suggested that she cook so that we can have dinner together ...with Su Yin :)
So we went to the wet market and bought alot of things to be cooked later...Than we get ready to go out for lunch...
Sis and her brownilocks hair...hehe
Back view of her brownilocks hair...teheh... *winks*Shes so totally going to kill me for putting this up...hahahaha...
While waiting for bus, we nothing to do so take pictures of our feet....guess which is mine?? hehehe
me and sis decided to exchange slippers to wear...so i get to wear her new slippers...yea!!!
Haih things you would do when you are bored...(like take pictures of your feet :P)Sis new slippers and leave....
Anyway we went to sakae sushi, apparently they are suppose to have like student discount veery satureday. BUT it was closed!!!!!!!!Due to it is deepavali i think, they decided to be nice to thier employees and close hte place for the day!NNNNNNNNNNooooooooo...... *faints* Imagine the sadness of not being able to eay sushi...haihz...
so me and sis went down to bugis to eat and shop. I bought sis ane myself an identical butterfly earrings. i got the blue one while she have the red one ;)
Went home to prepare for dinner.....
dishe ssis cooked.............Nyum Nyum....it was finger licking good, delicious!!!!!!!!!!!I've got to hand it to my sis. shes just an amazing good cook!After that, Su Ying belanja us dessert! STRAWBERRY STRUDERS!!!!!!!!!!!!Wah...delicious man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can die right on the spot....hahahaha...
Well tomorro m continuing my journey down towards Malaysia's historical state ~ Malacca, to visit Janice and her family...Goodbye Singapore for now....

Singapore-Malacca (17th - 25th October) Part IV

2007-01-04T10:24:00.000+08:00

Fourth Day
Date: 20th October 2006
Day: Friday

9am Woke up, but sis left d... :(
9.05am Get ready,eat breakfast than start my journey....Went though the same process of taking bus to MRT but this time i stopped at China Town MRT.
10.23am Reach China Town MRT...Start to jalan-jalan down the streets. It feels like KL's Pasar Seni :) I walked and walked and look at lots of things...i even saw this dress which was SSSOOO beautiful!!!but it cast $103 Sing Dollars!!!!!! *tears*
I manage to bought all my souveniors from China Town too...
11.45am Start looking for food. Try to find the store which my sis say that thier restaurant are famous for the ramen one ;) The store name is Bei Fang Feng Wei...ate thier Su Tang Ramen
Yum Yum....After emptying this delivious bowl of noodles which gives me enough energy to continue my journey, i start to walk all the way to Asian Cilivization Museum,. On the way i passed by the Singapore river and since i am still early,sat at the si
After sketching this cool antique building, my journey continues....
But before i reach the museum, i saw this monument...
Something from home...Information about the pole...
Behind the pole,there is a red fire hydrant... cool huh
In the end i reached the Asian Civilisation Museum just in time for thier guided tourThe ticket.
During the guided tour, the guide introduced to the place,the different culture which was shown in the museum, the things which is put there for us to view. I am amazed by the things in side and how well they did the place. You not only find alot of monuments and artifacts, they even put alot of touch screen computers with audio and visual to explain to you in detail about the different culture that is in it.
Imagine we actually have 46 htousand disland in sea through out the whole wide world~!
And in the museum, you can see how differnet culture view the world and a simple thing can have different meaning to different culture. Take for example when the buddhist statue (whch is a male) was brought from India to China. A part of the statue means gentleness, to people in china gentleness means feminism. So the people in China change the statue to a well known feminine god now known as Guan Ying. When people from the western came over to China and saw the statue. They thought "Hey the people in China is catholic as they have mother mary's statue!!!"
Cool huh...
I spent the whole day there that i almost lost track of time and in te end have to quickly browse though. But when i was about to leave this authentic one of a kind museum, i saw this sign!!!Yup BP De Silva...my client ;)
While i was in the museum, they have this special exhibition of the NOH, which is a form of Japanese art and drama...It is whereby they wear a mask and perform on stage.
Me trying to be like one of the Japanese performer... :P Where is my Noh??
I planned to be even more adventurous and walk from the museum to Bugis, than to Little India where i will meet my sister. But seeing that the trip to the museum takes more time than i thought it would, i decided to just take the MRT to the Little India stop.
When i reach the station, i meet up with my sister and her boyfriend, Siew Leong.
Aren't they just an adorable couple?
Seeing that the next day is Deepavali, we went to an Indian restaurant in Little India to have our dinner.
One of the road sign in Little India...Another street sign...
Me chi bao mei shi zhuo (after eating nothing to do) Take picture with the sign board hehe...
after dinner we decided to join the crowd and walk down Little India street...it was PACKED!!!! Fu yoh...it fells like i am packed in a sardine like that...Busy street...Me again trying to be cute ;)
After the little walk in the busy festive street of Little India,we went back home and plan for the next day's journey :)

Singapore-Malacca (17th - 25th October) Part III

2006-11-29T03:49:00.000+08:00

Third Day
Date: 19th October 2006
Day: Thursday

9.30am Wake up...sis gone to uni d....okla sleep again
11.30am Wake up, shower and GET READY!!!
12.30am Breakfast....cup cakes again!
1pm Leave house, take bus 74 to Bueno Vista MRT.
1.30pm Bueno Vista MRT transit to Outram Park then to Clark Quay MRT.
From the MRT, use merchant road to Singapore History Museum...
Guess what?The museum is not there anymore!!! *cry* come here and no Singapore History Museum!Then why did they put it in the map for?Make people's hope up for nothing...
So i decided to walk down the bridge, and enjoy the scenary in front of me...damn cool man this place!!Then guess what i see...
The sea family decided to climb up and take a picture....i wanted to take a picture with them, but when i turn around to look for people to help me...none was there..haihz...*the unfortunate side of touring alone* :( at least i get this picture...hehehe
Well i continue my journey and cross this read bridge to walk towards the river valley road so that i can continue to visit canning hill...
View from the Read Bridge...nice right?all the colorful building...if only the haze isnt this bad,,,,thanks to our neighbour...
Yea m in Read Street..cool huh?so this street has like all these really cool shops and cafes all around...its like a straight road with cool roof over it..lots of really unique looking shops too...Like for example:
Nice right?looks like this old antic store from the world war I that time...thats what store look like...hehehehe...old chinese store...nice!
Two "ah pak" sitting down in front of the store, "yam cha" talkking kok...hehehe just like the olden days heheheheheh....
The Forbidden River house...hehehehe cool huh, like those kung fu master's studio like that hehehe...*i think i watched too much old films d...*
This is the middle of the street, they got a water fountain there...it was really cool,,,some kids was playing with the water at the corner, they were soaked man!!!hehehehe...
After enjoying sight seeing in Read street, i head on to River valley road...and then atlast reach Canning Hill to continue my second part of my journey there...My first stop was....
Yup it is Singapore Flagstaffs and light house...The discription of the Flagstaff and hte light house...The light house up close....
The Flagstaff up close....The flagstaff of old Singapore was once located here, originating back to the time when Farquhar(whom Raffles established as Resident) erected apoleand had the English flag flown from it. Signal flags were flown from the flagstaff to inform the early settlement of the approach of European riggef vessels. In 1855, a light was put on the flagstaff as an aid to navigation. in 1879, a stronger beacon was put up. Finally a separate lighthouse with permanent keeper quarters was built in 1958, being replaced by a new one at Fullerton uilding. A replica of the Fort Caning light house has recently been erected at Raffles Terrace.
Next is the time ball...How olden days people know time...
The time ball up close...
Than i saw this thingie....
I saw the 9 pound cannon again...Twice in two days...hehehehe
Cool huh?!?Fierce man this machine...
Raffles Terrace. This house was built in the 1823 during the Raffles third and last visit to Singaproe. From this point, you can see a few wellknown landmarks like the dome of the Supremem court, and the roof of the City Hall and etc.
me trying to take a picture of myself by myself...
Then i walk down from the Canning Hill to this place,,,
This wall was craved into a story on how the people in Singapore used to live,,,in a way its talking about our history,,,,about the olden days la...very nice and impressive
This is the parit of Singapore....One of my favourite spot in this place...damn romantic wei this place...if you are getting married and are looking for a place to take your wedding picture..come here!!!!
The parit Singapore is an ancient malay and chinese sources mentioned that Singapore had a moat and wall. It ran along the edge of a stream called "fresh water stream", which was probably the Parit Singapore (Moat pf Singapore).This has now completely dissappeared. Part of the moat run up to the side of Fort Canning Hill, but whether this trench here is related to the ancient moat is not certain lor...
Then i climb down to this really cool summerset-bay-feel-kinda-restaurant...
It is this really cool place man....i dont even dare to walk up...heheheheCool right the place...
Another look of the sign boardThe stairs leading out of Canning Hilll and this cool resturant...you can actually see the inside of the fire station from this staircase...i spotted a few of those hot musculler firefighter...they wave at me and i waved back... *drool with happiness* hehehehe....
I than continue my journey towards Coleman street walk to Armenian street to go to the Asian civilization museum...guess what?Under construction....try going to the MPH house...but takder pun...
I try to go to the Cathedral of Good Shepard...but there was a construction...so got to walk though this university to go to the Singapore Art Museum.I saw this map!!!!its like showing me a huge part of this Sinapore is actually a tourist attraction with its museum, monumens and lots more located all over this area...it even has no to tell you which you should visit first!!It is soo..cool...My next stop SINGAPORE ART MUSEUM!!!!!!!!Thier huge display picture in the entrance....The wall outside of the museum...Up close on my favourt piece...

Went in and bought my student price entry fee....$4 only!!!So cheap!!!There are alot of things for you to see there!!!alot of fine arts creatd by artistic people, all being published there for you to enjoy and appreciate. Sad that i cannot take picture...copyright mar...scared people till take pic and copy it....i was in the museum for 3 hours slowly looking from one piece to another.The outside of the museum...last picture before i leave this awesome museum....I WILL BE BACK!!!!
Guess what i saw when i pass though Raffles hotel....yup my client...BP De Silva :) so happy to see this man...but didnt get the privileage to see the RISIS store...haihz... :( but still happy get to see my client's store...went in a bit, it is really gorgeous :)
Next stop...walked ALL the way to WAR MEMORIAL PARK :) Really cool place with this uniquely build tall pointed head stone...
Note: Dont complain, the blurness and browness of the picture is not due to the low quality of the camera or the bad technic of the photographer...but it was the amazing yearly gift our neighbour give us!!! ~ HAZE!!!! Choke choke...cough cough...
The description of the Civilian War Memorial...
The inside of this magnificent tall building...
This was written at the side of the memorial...
Words under the pot thingie...heh
Guess what was the sight just in front of this magnificent memorial...which block my view and almost made me miss this huge place....Yup...construction...haihz...Next stop...Cenotaph...But on the way i saw this and got to take the picture...
Look at the crows. they niether sow nor reap; they have no storehouses and no barns' yet God feeds them. How much more important are you than birds! - Luke 12:24
It strike me...I should not worry bout my future because deep down, i know that God already have my amazing life planned ;)
The Cenotaph...
This fountain is created...
The cenotaph ~ Our Glorious Dead 1914 - 1918
The description...
Further down, we have the Indian National Army Monument...
Lim Bo Seng....At last after a few min of walking...i reached my destination!!!Asian Civilisation museumWent in and found out that they close at 5pm!!!!! *cry*...I chat with the guy behind the counter and found out the time for thier free guided tour in the museum...haihz i guess i've got to put this place as one of the pit stop for tomorrow...Got to change ma plan for tomoro again *Wail*...
So i guess i just have to try to walk to the LRT station to find my sis...But atlas in front of the building, i saw...
Yup the Dalhouse Obelisk...I noticed that Singaporeans like point head in thier memorials and monuments man..

After that i walked to the city hall MRT...then only to realised that i walked to the wrong MRT station...went another way to go to Clark Quay MRT Station...On the way i passed by the fire station...Looked so quiet and steady from the outside...
Well i took the MRT from Clark Quay to Harbour Point MRT...went intot he mall to meet my sis...And guess what? My sis housemate Su Yin was there!!!YEA I like her lots..shes real cute with her squeky chirpy voice which can brighten anyone's day!! We went to NEW YORK PIZZA for dinner...
Side view of this cool restaurant...
Sis went to take our order and had a little chat with Su yin...
She asked me about my trip and i told her...She was impressed that i WALKED...mind you i walked all over Singapore with just a map...No bus, no MRT, NO taxi but with my own tow strong feet...
Something my sis would not do in this hazy heat!!!!HAHAHAHA...See me and ma sis is diff... :P
Had Ma dinner....It was delicious!!!!
After meal, being the clean, nature friendly gal i am, i thorw ma box in this blue-plastiky-new york pizza rubbish bin...hahahahah...An aunty pass by thinking m nuts "la ji tong ye hao pai!" (rubbish also nice to take?!?) hehehe i know m weird ;)
Than sis notices Su Ying's new shoe from Vincci...and screamed "E...small girl shoe!!Elaine take a picture of it!!"
Me an able to resist such good offer,start snapping her feet away...hahahahahahah....Shhmaallll gurllll,,,,
After dinner stroll to the harbour...My sis and Su Yin...
Me...at the harbour...heheheheh
Wnet back home by bus at arond 10pm that night,..watched some tv, plan for tomorow's journey than i go find my Zou gong...

Singapore-Malacca (17th - 25th October) Part II

2006-11-25T02:10:00.000+08:00

Second Day
Date: 18th October 2006
Day: Wednesday
8.05am Wake up
8.10am nature call
8.35am Watch sis go out for class
8.40am sleep again...
11.57am Wake up again...
12.15pm Eat breakfast (milk & cupcake) while watching my childhood
favourite show - SESAME STREET :)
12.45pm Plan today's journey
1.15pm darn late for lunch with sis... oops!!
1.30pm Find sis in her very huge and complicated university :P
1.45pm Found her, sis and sis bf already happily eating their "min fan
kuih" (some chinese soup and hand made nooodles, one of
Malaysia's popular food) she bought one for me too...so MAKAN!!
2.15pm Online using wireless, sis laptop :) check my working mails (i
know m a workaholic...) settle some of my work....sis beside me
getting a bit restless d....
2.45pm Went back home to pack and prepare for my adventure in ```` Singapore!
3.05pm Semangatly went out, took the bus 74 to Buono Vista
MRT...realised that my card got $1 left!!!Really got to reload d...
3.10pm Top up $10 in the MRT. took the lrt to outram park and changed
to dhoby ghaut
4pm Reach Dhoby Ghaut MRT Station...the place is huge!!!the place look so different from the map...start to look around how to go to the Canning Hill for my first stop
4.10pm Walk and found this YMCA launge...The place was awesome, it even had information of the place posted up on the board for people to see.Asked for direction from the reception (people here sure are friendly :) )The continue my journey to Canning Hill.
4.20pm Found the place, my first stop was the battle box...went to the t ticket counter and get informaiton on the place. The person in charge sure are helpful. His name is Durbey, very friendly india man. He told me the time of the tour and lots of other information. He suggest since the tour start on 5pm,might as well i walk around other places first.

Then i pass by the Sally Port....

Its pretty spooky, i went in there...i felt goose bumps all over my body. This little tunnel lead up to the top of the hill where the Fort gate is. I wonder how soldiers are able to climb up there last time. I bet they too feel the goose bumps each time they climb up there...
Then i walk towards the Fort Canning Centre, there were people selling alot of artsy fartsy stuff in there. They even sell dress and accesories...Behind me is the biulding (cant expect much of a good pose due to there is only me and me have two not so long hands only...haihz)

Went down towards this field call the Fort Canning Green....really very green...i like the side of the walls. It is actually called thememorial to Jame Brooke Napier...it had alot of memorials there la...lots of dead english people's name...
Apparently this place used to be the old Christian Cemetery until 1865. The entrance to the cemetery are marked by gateways designed by Captain Charles Edward Faber, Superintending Engineer. This is like one of the earlist examples of work in Gothic revival style to be introduced in Singapore.
Then i spotted this two little structure in the middle of the field, under this very old tree....Aint it just cute? Went down and guess what it is called?Yup the Cupolas...apparently people used to have picnics, dating session there...you know la those old english people with huge round dress, guys in tall hats and penguin suit....talking and bollywooding in english style there....hehehehe
Damn adorable la the sturcture (upclose)
Under a tree...romantic!!!You can even do the bollywood dance there...*hukta e hai...lalalala....."couples will dance around the structure and tree,,,hehehehe...
Then i walk up to the other side of the hill and found the Fort Gate...
it is huge....canjust imagine the carriages and horse passing by with the soldiers standing at the side guarding it...
4.50pm Went back to the ticket counter for the guided tour to the Battle box. Apparently this underground Far East Command Centre began at 1936. used in the event of war as the nerve centre for British Military operations in South East Asia.This place is like a maze man! it has 26 rooms and corridors 9 metres underground. It was there during the second world war, on the morning of 15th February 1942 that Lt.General Percival. General Officer Commanding, Malaya Command made this crucial decision to surrender to JAPAN....
The first stop is the operator and the exit...
The wax person look so real and alive man!!!Scary...they even give us headphones to hear what his talking bout...interesting and changgih!!!
Next is Lt.General Percival. General Officer Commanding, Malaya having a meeting with his assistant to discuss whether to surrender or not...in the end he did surrender,,,thats how Singapore fall into the hands of Japanese....Cant blame him cause the Japanese army is too big...thier troops also lack supply and men...
The place which has a map of south east...they were calculating where the enemy are etc etc
This is the last meeting whereby Lt.General Percival consult his men on whether to surrender or not. In the end most of the decided to surrender for the people's sake...
After that the guide left us to walk on our own....there were alot of exhibition...this is one of map they drew that time.
This is thier dining area, got the bar and fridge...
This is where they eat...
When it was open....
Then another office for this officer the commander fixed defences..the position sound so cool...hehehehe
Then out from the battle box...okla inside has alot more to see one...but i didnt take the pic :P
I then walk thought the fort wall and climb back up to the Fort gate again...
Saw this Cox Terrace...
and saw a 9-pound cannon...
really huge and cool...from where it is placed..i think if you were to fire it...can really kill lots of people man!!!
Then saw this Keramat Iskandar Syah...which also means "A scared place" in malay. it is this burial ground of a revered leader. they were buried here, but the believe its the ruler of Temasek, Iskandar Syah lor...
This 14th century-styled malay roof called "Pendapo" is supported by 20 wooden pillars man!!it is also carved in a fighting cock motif of javanese origin which shelters this structure.
Than i saw this really interesting plant...
Guess what is it called?Yup Cat's Whiskers...like my favourite store back in Malaysia, it is also called Cat's Whiskers...hehehehe...
Long Ya Men...Really cool, sad that it was destroyed because of the pirates...
Next is the Archeological Dig Exhibition. Thousands of artifact was discovered there, the research began since 1984.
Show when this dig site was opened....
The site...
walked though the spice garde...it was originally an experimental and botanical garden. The brainchild of Nathaniel Wallich, a dane who became superintendent of the Royal Gardens at Calcutta in 1815. at 1822, he came to Singapore and wrote to Raffles to recommand a botanical garden be established. and Viola there is a spice garden here....
The Gothic gate leading to the Fort Canning Green...
It had the graves of people's loved ones...After that i walked down to the registry of marriage, it was closed. than this guard knowing i was a tourist started to talk to me...we talked and found out that he is from Malaysia too,Perak to be specific. He told me about the people he met, what they did and advise me to study hard. Do not come to Singpore just to play a fool. Must study hard or not will end up like him become a security guard only. After i say bye bye to him, i walked to the National Archives Museum and the Philantic museum. It was closed.
6.28pm Try to find my way using the map to the Asian Civilisation Museum...Passed by this Armanien Church...Wonder what is an Armanien...should go back home and goggle about it...
Reached this parlimetn street and saw this very interesting building which i suspect it to be the parliment building.
7.20pm I cant find the place, apparently it moved...so i got the details on where the new civilisation museum is. Passed by The Art House, remind me of KL Pac in Malaysia but way way smaller. Really cool place, this malay uncle security guard very the friendly...talked to me asked where m i from and he even told me that his nephew work in Malaysia. Near where i work too...hehehe
After that i try to walk to City Hall MRT to meet my sis by passing by the City Hall , the Padang and the old court house...
at the city hall its really cool...they got all this drawn pictures of story about Singapore and this people there, very interesting...here is one of it. At Colemen Street, traffic light. This tall men with glasses and umbrella ask if i am lost, i told him i'm not and we start to talk. but later we part at this crossroad...and i headed to the MRT to meet my sis.

7.30Pm Meet my sis and she bring me to my favourite store...KFC/PIZZA HUT/TACO BELL to eat my favourite food in Singapore.....
TACOS!!!! YEA!!!!
It is like a tradition of mine whenever i go to Singapore, my sis will bring me eat Taco's...
9pm Me and my sis walk to the River walk....
This guai lou "Orang putih - Westerner" help us to take this picture...damn blur wei!!!!
My adorable sister...shes trying to scratch her stomach when i curi take her picture
* >_< * Hehehehehehe...Farnie... #Poser# Princess Elaine in SINGAPORE!!!! My sis suggest dessert in this cake house whereby if you go in and eat after 9pm, you are entitled 50% discount on all the cakes you eat...So we shared this cake....It is damn delicious and unique man! Out side it is coated with chocolate cream and chocolate cake..inside it has this round chocolate, once you break it red and sour raspberry sauce start coming out...nyum nyum DELICIOUS!!!!
My Passion Fruit Tea...
Last cup before i leave and go back home....

Singapore-Malacca Trip(17th - 25th October)

2006-11-12T21:28:00.002+08:00

FIRST DAY
Date: 17th October
Time: 4.30am
Location: KTM SM11,Coach L1, Bunk 22Its Time!!!!I've been waiting for this moment for the longest time ever. Living a very hectic and busy life in Malaysia, KL. Life sometimes can be very chockingly tiring with all the burdens weight you down. Your life starts to be very routine and you dont know where you are going. So i decided that i need to take a break and leave this place to think what i want in my life and where is God in my life. And also not to mention to restore my relationship with God.
Today is the first morning of my trip alone to Singapore than to Malacca. I'm realy excited to be in this trip. :) I get to see a small part of this world with my own eyes and time. Its rare for my parents to let me go on trips like this alone, they are very protective of me especially when m the youngest and also known and the naughtiest in the family ;) . Anyways m still glad to get this opportunity. I've been saving up for it too, hehehehe...

P.s. The train just reached Kluang Station.
P.S. Again, Pissed with my bean to breakdown on this journey, its a torture in a way because i dont have my MUSIC with me!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!But i guess to think on the bright side, it would give me less distraction when i want to listen to God's voice... :)

Date: 17th October
Time: 11pm
Location: Sister's house in Dover road, Singapore

I reached my sis house around 10am this morning, she was waiting for me impatiently...hehehehe...The train stopped somewhere in the woods in Singapore for like half and hour and so i was late in arricing, which caused my sis to be late for calss cause she was waiting for me to open the door for me...SORRY SIS!!! not me fault man!! :P
I bathed, read a my book and slept till 1pm. My sis and boyfriend came back and bought this chicken rice for me. According to them they always eat from this store cause thier chicken rice is delicious. And they ARE delicious!!! HEHEHEHE...then they went back to uni and i went back to sleep again. Whenever i travel, i'll feel really tired...hehehehe
Then 6 ish woke up, my sis house mate(who is from China) came back introduced herself and we watched this Korean drama - princess hours together...Its a really interesting drama...Halfway sis came back and brought me out for dinner. We went to this store somewhere in Singapore...*i forgot the name of the place* me and my bad memory...haih...
We ate Katong Laksa and nasi lemak with chicken...it was delicious!!!! I ate SSSOooo much~!!!!
After dinner, we walked the street. My sis say that it is like Malaysia's Bangsar. Where there is alot of pubs and cafes for people to hang out and drink. Then we say this building,which my sis say they use it to make this drama series call He Lan Chun (HollandTown).Its a pretty famous Singapore drama.
My sister's back...hehehehe.....
Better picture of part of the place...without my sis back hehehehe.........
This is a very cool cafe, its in the corner...There have life band there, someone was singing this love song...Very romantic place!!!If you guys are in Singapore, should check this place out. Its really romantic, the layout i mean. With flowers and trees surrounding it, wooden, candle night, nice song....wow!!Apparently my sis and boyfriend went there before, the only thing they sont like bout it was that it is a little bit pricey.
After that we went home, showered,plan for tomorrow and sleep!!!! cant wait for tomorrow...where i'll explore part of Singapore by myself using a map hehehehehe!!!!!

BACK TO REALITY!!!

2006-11-09T01:13:00.000+08:00

After coming back from my Singapore/Melaka trip, im slowly adjusting back to reality. I'm back in class and work now...still running around the place like a workaholic...Oh wait i AM a workaholic...sometimes la ;)
Anyways m still editing the pictures i took in singapore. Wil update you guys on what happened during my trip and post up the pictures too :)

Velvet on 16th of September 2006

2006-10-29T21:40:00.000+08:00

I know its really late to post this up but i have not been around lately and had been busy with work...so i procrastinated in posting up these pictures...
Anyway the pictures below is from our 'release' day...release from what you might ask....it was exam...we studied really hard for our last semester's exam, and so we decided to go out and just have fun to celebrate our release from the painful exams...so here you go..enjoy!
Thats all for now..We had a blast that night. After Velvet, we went to our usual store for porridge. I think i have enough of clubbing this year, i dont really like that place either, its really smoky and stuffy sometimes. The reason i went was just to hang with my friend and have fun. I guess its time for me to stop and rest for a while ;)
By the way,i just got back from my long planned holiday. Will post up the pictures and update on what happened and where did i went. Hopefully i dont procrastinate it again...hehehe...
P.S. Please forgive some of my cacated pictures, i'm still learning how to edit the pictures...hehehe

WE ARE THE CHAMPION!

2006-10-08T02:35:00.000+08:00

3 months of planning and recruiting people

10 hours of practice

4 hours of sound check, last min rehearsal

3 hours of make up, bus ride to destination

2 hours of waiting, sweating and have butterfly in the stomach

1 hour of praying

10min of fame

5min of laughter, camera and claps

3min of glory

And…

WE ARE THE CHAMPION FOR THE

8TH BAKAT ASAYO’S SKETCH CATEGORY!!!

Bakat Asayo

2006-10-05T01:22:00.000+08:00

Guess what!!!Its our yearly Inter church competition again....BAKAT ASAYO!!!!! It is a competition between parishes, with young inspiring and talented young people performing on stage. Last year our parish take the stage by storm and shock the judges with our awesome performance (choir) and snag thier first price!!!!Muahahahaha.... *evil grin*

This year, we will be a bit kiasu and join all the categories they have - Drama, Dancing and Choir...

As for cute-little-ole-me willl obviously be involve in the drama! This time this i will be acting as a sarcastic, extroverted girl which always does the right thing....hehe

We had been practising since a few weeks ago...every week we will make Adrian our director *puke* blood because "some" of us keep forgeting our lines or forgetting when to kneel or say the mass proper...

But i have faith in our drama team to do really well on that day... Hopefully by the grace of God that we will not skrew up and make a fool of ourselves :P

Other than that i'm excited and i'm ready to be in the stage again....Boy do i miss the good old days where i can perform in my college drama....the spotlight...the adrenaline rush....haihz....

Confession

2006-10-05T00:41:00.000+08:00

I think it is time

Time for what?

Time for me to confess

Are you sure?

Yes. I... I need to tell...

Will you tell them everything?

I got to, you know that...

Why?I thought we are cool with it?

I cannot take this anymore, its too much to bear. the weight, the pain,the guilt. I need to be set free from all of this!
It is time!

Time for what?

Time for us to let go of our past. Will you come with me?

I can't....I'm sorry

Why?

I'm afraid.

Afraid of what?

The shame, the pain, the past...Everything

I'll be there for you, you dont have to be afraid!

I can't. I'm sorry...
Will you miss me?

I dont think so. I might forget... about everything when i'm forgiven.

I will miss you, you know that right?And i will remember you.

Its time.

Time for what?

For me to go.

So soon?

Yes...Goodbye my friend.
We were once close but now we have to part.

Goodbye to you too... i will miss you...I promise.

fiftynineminutes

2006-09-30T00:04:00.000+08:00

“Two friends discover faith, direction and the truth. An actress whom we all like to hate. A bitter past haunts a bitterer couple. A girl finds beauty in ugliness. A man and a woman make love over dinner. A fellow Malaysian makes the country proud. And a group of roommates bring back the dead- all within fiftynineminutes”
- fiftynineminutes original shorts and monologues by The Oral Stage

When September 28th - October 1st 2006 @ 8.30 pm

Where The Dram Projects, BG06 Happy Mansion Apartments, Jalan 17/13 46400 PJ

Tickets RM10

Ticket contact Louisa Low @ 0163757833

Some, few words was said.But the audience can feel thier character and emotions intended. For some, lots was said, and it made the audience sit at the edge of thier chair with anticipatioin and eagerness for more. I've got to say, its a real inspiration to see this bunch of passionate young people getting together to produce such an amazine production. Bravo and claps for Kelvin Wong, Reuban Kang, Wai Yee, Johann Lim, Patricia Low, Marvin Wong, Krystle, Doreen, Vinolan, Christine and others. You guys are Amazing!!!
My favourite are "The world's smellist durian"!Acted by Johann Lim, beautifully written by Patricia Low and directed by Kelvin Wong. It was a humours, meaningful, sacarstic piece which deserves a theater award.
I liked the "showers of flowers", they made it so real that i almost felt sorry for the deaf girl. While "Fruitcake "almost bring tears into my eyes. "Track" reminds me on how painfull and frustrating to have one sided love. It shows how hard it is to make another person to love you and stay with you.
This is a must watch theater!For those kiasu, claculative chinamen, you can put down your calculator because the entrance fee is only RM10.00 ONLY!!!I can guarantee that it is worth your every single sen. So if you are in KL/PJ, do not and i stress DO NOT miss this opportunity to catch "FIFTYNINEMUNITES"!

*Some of the pictures and text above are taken from the oral stage blog.
*For more information please go to http://www.theoralstage.blogspot.com

Zoey

2006-09-29T23:44:00.000+08:00

7th October.
The most awaited day.
Practice, time, energy was invested for it
The day to shine.
The day to tell the whole world that this is my passion.
I'm preparing my wings.
So that i can soar up high,in the light for thousands of multitudes to see.
sweat, nervours, butterfly in stomach.
head bow down, praying.
the curtain will be drawn up.
and there i will be,
shining, smilling and acting!

My new found interest

2006-09-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

I have found a new found art!!! ADOBE ILLUSTRATOR CS and ADOBE PHOTOSHOP CS. It allows you to take picture and EDIT it!!!!! YEA......Another ways for me to expand my creativity....Boy do i love our advanced technology!!!!HEHEHEHE.....Below is something which i just try to edit with...not so good yet as m still very amateur with all these adobe stuff....but soon you can see the difference of bertter art!hehehehe.....so enjoy!!Below is like a beer advertisement...One cool refreshing beer for three thirsty ladies....

Hehehe...Adrian say that Stephen reminds him of me because our characters are somewhat similiar....Anyways this dont mean anything, just feel like this picture is easy to edit thats all :P So dont be funny you guys!!

EAT YOUR VEGETABLES!!!

2006-09-08T23:31:00.000+08:00

For those who refuse to eat thier vegetables....A note from THE PRINCESS's Ministry of health...eat your vegetables or we will send the vegetables to eat you!Muahahahahaha.....

:P

2006-08-26T02:46:00.000+08:00

Life's a bitch!
You either have same shit but different day;
Or same day with different shit!
Ain't that just cool -_-"

Velvet

2006-08-23T23:02:00.000+08:00

After weeks of dreadful,stressful, agonizing assignmentsand mid terms. Me and my classmates decided to release ourselves and have some fun in VELVET!!! Yea....Whole night of dancing and chilling. :)

(From right: Carole, me, Liza and the driver David)
All set and ready to go! ;)(From Right: Sam, Liza, Carole,me and David)

Sam our inside man to hook us up and bring us in....Yea...all night of parte!!!(From right: Me, Liza, Nadya and Carole)
Watch out people!Malaysia's next top model!Charlie's Angels!!After a few drinks, Sam start to act funny...
Liza: Lets drink and make peace babe...Hey pretty gurls....After all the drinking and partying....we are finally exhausted so we went out to chill and guess how we bump into....yup the comercial actor. He acted in the carlsberg and celcom comercial...hehehe...*HAPPY*And David finally showing his true self to us....after listening to all the girl talks we had...it started to have an effect on David...Haihz...

REST!

2006-08-07T02:39:00.000+08:00

Mark 6: 30-34

The apostles gathered together with Jesus
and reported all they had done and taught.
He said to them,
“Come away by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while.”
People were coming and going in great numbers,
and they had no opportunity even to eat.
So they went off in the boat by themselves to a deserted place.
People saw them leaving and many came to know about it.
They hastened there on foot from all the towns
and arrived at the place before them.

When he disembarked and saw the vast crowd,
his heart was moved with pity for them,
for they were like sheep without a shepherd;
and he began to teach them many things.

Living in a hectic place like KL, where life is stressful, places are always full of busy people that you can be like them. Going about life everyday that you forget to just take a step back and really think.

Living like a mad person, I have to go to college, work two part time jobs to pay my bills, take care of my family and even serve in church. Before sun rise I’m out of the house till the sun has set and the day is about to be over only I go back home. Everyday is a routine to me, where I just have no time for myself anymore!!! Slowly life would be a drag, you’ll have yourself having a hard time waking up, life seems such a mess, you don’t have ENOUGH time anymore, your body start to ace and slow down etc etc etc. That’s when you realize that you NEED a break!

Its important for us to leave the house, your normal life and go into solitude to think and rest. To think about “what are the things that really matter in your life?” Come away to be by yourself and rest for a while.

I realize I need that solitude, the need to think and listen. Most importantly, I NEED REST!

Art

2006-08-05T02:19:00.000+08:00

Everything starts with a blank piece of paper.
An empty, white sheet of paper which allow sufficient room for your creativity to run wild.
Word by word, stroke by stroke, you fill the blank sheet of paper with personality, characteristics and beauty which slowly gives it life.
You'll never stop until you are satisfy, until you know that this work is a perfect master piece.
In the end when you finished it, you'll look at it full of proudness and say "Ah at last, what perfect work of art!"

One night out in Bangsar

2006-08-01T00:45:00.000+08:00

This is our girls and David's night out...We decided that after numerous of assignments and mid-terms, we really REALLY need to go out and just hang...
So thats what we did...We went to Bangsar,to be specific this small corner bristro call = Bangsar Telawi Bristro. According to my colleague suraya, it serves good drinks...
So we ordered and chat whole night long. It was fun and relaxing , most importantly we really deserve this night out together :)
But poor David the only guy have to bear though all our excessive, revealing girl talk...
Aneway when we ordered our drinks (I ordered strawberry lemon ice...or something like that which you can see it in the pic above. yes its the pink drink, really nice you should try) Felicia (girl in pic below) ordered sex on the beach, its a type of drink with alahol in it....
So we ordered and waited a few miutes for the waiter to bring the drinks to us. So this waiter holding all our drinks on one hand, picks up this glass of liquor and ask "So, who's having sex?"
All of us just too stunned to talk, then Felicia very slumber just say "yes i'm having sex...on the beach tonight!"

Beauty myth

2006-07-31T18:21:00.000+08:00

Today in our crisis lecture, my lecturer instead of telling us how to manage crisis, he told us about a crisis which is happening in Malaysia right now. Which is the beauty myth.
Beauty Myth is a book written by Naiomi Woolf.
What does Beauty means to you? According to ww.dictionary.com , Beauy is define as "the quality that gives pleasure to the mind or senses and is associated with such properties as harmony of form or color, excellence of artistry, truthfulness, and originality."
I guess its safe to say that its an ecstasy feeling which one has when one view another person or object etc.
But how do you measure beauty?How can you say that one is beautiful to this extent and the other is not?
Funny, our world right now i teaching us to be beautiful and too look at the contextual of who people are. you can see in Tv, Movies and even advertisement, that you have to be pretty with this figure to be called a beauty. song lyrics sings about people wanting to have Angelina 's lips, Jennifer Lopezs figure and Jessica Alba's sexsiness.
Is that what you want your next generation to see themselves? the context and not the contentual?
People nowadays are so conformed into being beautiful that they would go to the extent of starving themselves to be skinny, to have that beautiful figure, women would rather spent millions and thousand of money to do plastic surgery. in the end does this starvation, plastic surgery and torture to your body makes you beautiful? Is it worth it?
I believe that everyone is beautiful! Why?:Because you are specially made, by God's own hands, each of you.Yes! i mean YOU are made in God's image. I believe that everytime God finish making one person, He would look at you with those proud eyes and say that you are my precious.
Therefore all of us ARE beautiful and we should focus on the inside of a person than the outside. We should be contentual than contextual!

Life

2006-07-28T00:31:00.000+08:00

Someone once ask me, What are the things that really matter in life? family?friends?money?career? etc etc etc... To tell you the truth,i have never thought of that before.
What things really matter to me in life? Have you ever tought bout it?

Darkangel

2006-07-24T20:58:00.000+08:00

Its night again, where darkness surrounds you and evil comes out to harm. She put on her fighting black leathery suit and cloak on, a black cold metal covering her face but not long enough to cover her eyes, her enchanting everychanging eyes. Her long black sword straped behind her. yet another night to fight, fight for the peace of the world, ofr it to be safe from THEM.
She can smell THEM moving in the darkness, putting thier long shrap nails onto human flesh,consuming them in the darkness. Her heart race and her spirit moves in her making her wanting to draw her sword and push it into thier pathetic body.
She works alone, never believed in working with other. Too much hasle, got to take care of the other, too much feelings involved too, people may die and things will get messy.
Its time...She must move fast, into the darknes she soar drawing her sword to fight...